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Friday, January 4, 2013

Oh Yes I Missed You Like Hell


  Hello! *Smiles* Its been ages I posted last,I missed this place like hell, I have been busy with life,rather stuck would be a better word here.I still am stuck but then I thought To Hell With Everything! I need my space back,So here i am guys, back with a splash!

I don't know how many of you know this exactly but this year, it is exceptionally, unbelievably and madly Cold in Lahore.I mean its simply too much and then for somebody like me (and by that i mean somebody too vulnerable for cold) this is too big.Actually its not cold that is an issue alone, its the absence of all the must ingredients that is troubling us.Now I don't plan to make this post a grumpy one with all this whining about Gas, Load shedding , Shitty Politics, Clumsy media and what not! No I don't intend that.Lets talk about something worth talking about as the photo above suggests.

It has been a beautiful day indeed, it did not seem this way when I woke up this morning,Oh and speaking of that here, it did not seem that way in the first part of the day.I woke up to a Load-Shaded Morning..Umm yeah I  invented this term, Then there was no hot water,Gas Load shedding too, and then NO WATER at all! All annoyed, I thought to give my Aunt in the Neighbourhood a call to ask if I could take a shower at her place since it was Friday too, While I was trying to get into my room, the handle looked jam and the door stuck, that will be a lie if I say, I  was patient with it,Iwas annoyed,remember? while "Try Try Again My Kola-Puri" in my head, Ipushed it and pulled it all at the same time and the next thing I know, I was standing there with the sophisticated golden handle in my hand while the door still closed right on my face,Yes the handle came off just like that,OK! I made it come off just like that.Whatever.

You can imagine the rest, there I was, just woke up, without attending to the basic needs of the morning even, all starving, with no water, no light, no gas and no phone, a door handle instead was all I got. I should be in a very nasty mood but to my great surprise, after all that sorted out, I was sitting on Terrace enjoying the So Not Enjoyable Fog, I had this moment with myself, I had a quick flashback of my life all these months and I asked myself if something was missing,You know the answer? It was simple, everything was there, the people, the commitments, the liabilities, the rights, the painfully  consistent routine of my life, everything was there except me.I was missing in the picture.I tried to look so hard but all I could see were others.It had been all about others in the previous some months and that too The Unhappy Others. I wonder why do we end up with thankless, ruthless, merciless faces around us but then may be that's what we are for others in the same way.Its a selfish little world after all.

I missed my space, like every one of you out there, I value this, cherish this, I have been away but never did I forget this.I have missed my connection with everyone of you our there, You guys are part of my space,you guys know a lot more about me then the real people around me in my real world, I don't have to act strong here, I can just be myself, whoever i am.I need my space back,I need to get back with you guys.I hope you still remember me...so  Can I join you again? Tell me yes so that I could say its a beautiful beautiful day today.

Oh and a very very Happy New Year to everybody out there...

 

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  2. Mishi,

    Welcome back. Hope you do not go missing again in this year. A good lesson learnt. How did you finally come out of your room? May you have a very SAFE and Happy 2013.

    Take care

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  4. good to see u coming back to your family.
    absolutely, it's your "space-deck" where you may re-appear for relaxing whenever u want.
    Too bad! no gas, no electricity, no water, etc etc for the morning things,

    By the way:
    They say there is too much gas in the morning hours provided the personal system is working ok--hahahahaha

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  7. The Loadshedding Of Various Needed Supplies Is What Makes These Weather Changes Unbearable. :\

    Welcome Back, Have Fun.

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  8. Good to make your acquaintance. Thanks for your visit and comment and congratulations on a fine post.

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  9. Hello, and you are back good good and welcome :)

    first of all a very happy new year to you and family and everyone around you ..

    I think all the cold has gone there as its very mild here in uk , not cold at all :)

    and I will also say Remember ME :)

    Bikram's

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  10. Mishi!!!! So nice to see you back. I missed you loads too. Glad you are all well and happy.

    Happy new year darling! God bless you with all the happiness in the world.

    Stay here, don't disappear! Hugs!! <3

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  11. Mishi,

    Do you ever check mail?

    Take care

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  12. oh great... when i was just to negotiate a deal to rent out your space to somebody else as obviously you are not using it anymore...

    yes the winter in lahore this year was extreme..at least during the last 5 years that i have been in lahore, i have not experience anything like that... happy new year to you too... grumpy :P

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  13. lol..hang in there!!!! Just pray for the best...have a great year !!!

    -eva626

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  14. have a great year...hang in there!!! just Pray for the best.

    -eva626

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  15. Your space is where you are, it can be here, it can be there or it can be any where.

    The true art is to live with oneself. Once you accept yourself as who you really are then there is no mistakes.

    Best wishes :)


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